PromiSe

Today is another Friday in my life.. Its still the same.. Nothing much change nor improve.. Recently i made a promise to her.. I will go out with her in December.. A date with her?.. Hahaz.. Well i can't wait till that day come.. I feel so enthusiastic towards that day cause its been ages I didn't get my butt into the cinema, you know kinda fun actually watching movie in the cinema especially with someone..xD Besides of promised to treat her a movie, I promised her to treat her a meal too.. omg.. My waller gonna cry for the whole day..T_T Lucky I still got sufficient $$ (with the T&C added into the promise wakakakkaa..) to treat that crocodile.. =p.. I know she gonna kill but don't kill me please although you are crocodile.. LOL!!.. Anyway this is the only promise I can do for her I guess.. I'm kinda sure of my feeling now.. I hope she will meet another guy who can give her that feeling again in the future.. All the best to her in exam.. I really hope she do understand how I feel and hope she can forgive me.. God bless her..

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InciDents

=).. I started with a smile.. The incident "B" finally past.. It flew away with the wind.. The wind that comforting me.. To me it does.. Incident "B" begin with a fresh and innocent mind.. To her I can say yes but, to me its not.. Because I wasn't innocent minded that time.. That time was another day of sadness.. Incident "A" just past not long ago that time.. I was so surprised that I can forget about it.. Unfortunately i was just lying to myself.. Until that day came.. I got a few lecture from a woman who I used to hate.. She taught me some philosophy.. hahaz.. suddenly I felt that I grown up.. Thanks to her I realize what I did before was just mistakes.. And I should forget about the past.. Perhaps I'm not forgetting but I kept in my heart.. Not the bitter part but the sweet part.. With that I can put away all my sadness and revengeful heart that hurt me a lot.. Day by days it past.. I'm totally healed and fixed my broken heart by letting go of that sadness.. Never thought that I would meet another girl that I like.. I was so blessed to meet her that day.. This only when incident "B" came into my life.. When I think back its really a bless from God.. Because I finally met her.. The 1 that worth for me to be with.. Although we met once but its not forever.. I'm sure we will meet again.. With the status as friend.. Perhaps, the title friend most suit us both because I'm not as good as she thought till I can be more than a friend to her.. I'm not worth for you to be sad for.. Lets forget about the past and welcome to Fleven Chan Wai Leong's friend world.. You will never be treat as normal friend because you ain't just a friend to me.. You will always be the special 1 for me.. I will never forget about the beautiful incident although I end it with ugliness.. I'm sad to pollute this incident but I must.. I know you will understand.. Thats why you will never be just a friend to me while you are the special 1 that I bind into my heart.. It will follow me till the end of my life.. Thanks for giving me such a wonderful incident..=)..

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My Go@L

A Goal that is so far away
No one know the truth
Why it must be me?
The reality fooling around with me
Lying on the bed
Hoping that will never wake up

Woke up
feeling of sadness and hurt lean against me
Remembering the tears
Remind me of the hurt that I gave
Tears of me
Tears of her

--Fleven

My Go@L.. What goal do i have?.. For now, my goal was one and for all.. A goal that I will try my best to achieve.. Because of reality is so cruel, I rejected one person that I love so much although not enough.. But what I can do now is to achieve that goal.. That person will always be in my heart.. Now and Forver..


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FiNaL DeciSion

Finally I had made the final decision which is the best for both of us.. I can't hurt her anymore.. Because I love her.. Unfortunately my love isn't enough for her.. As a guy I'm sucks.. Girls out there please be away from me.. I might hurt you although I realise it at first.. I made the most terrible and most wrong decision.. I don't know what else I can do to heal her broken heart.. I'm such a coward and idiotic guy..

I'M SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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MuRdeRer

I'm a murderer.. I'm sorry for hurting you.. I don't know what else i can say but, im really sorry for what I had done.. I'm just so selfish..

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SeVen eLeveN

07 NovemBer 2007

06 NoVemBer 2007

06 NoVemBer 2007

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MoNd@y

Monday?.. Yup 05/11/2007.. Today i have 2 lecture to attend.. Guess what~.. It end up i go for 2 and 1/2 lecture.. WOW am I too hardworking till got extra 1/2 lecture?.. Hehe.. Weird right?.. Actually there is 3 lecture that i need to go for.. 1st lecture will be the Business Law ( LAW ) and the 2nd lecture will be Financial Accounting Practice ( FAP ).. But I just attended 1/2 lecture of FAP because I dislike the lecturer who is a new lecturer in our college.. I don't think he professional enough to be a lecturer.. I don't even know where she from actually.. Her English communication skill was sucks even maybe I'm better than her.. Hahaz.. Just kidding~.. Mine is worst too but as a lecturer isn't she need to be more professional in this case?.. I really hope she do improve on it but none of us dare to voice out this personal opinion.. This problem really affected us as her students.. As we are still a rookie to her.. She need to make everything as clear and detail as possible.. Sometimes there is a problem when i reading her notes as I try to read it out.. Guess what~.. I exactly following her pronunciation on that particular accounting terminology.. LOL.. and the another problem is that most of the students also giving the same comment that "Hey com 'on.. She don't even know what she teaching OMG WTF~..".. LOL.. Sorry please ignore that OMG and WTF cause it was me the 1 who exaggerate it hahaz.. But its true.. I have the same thought as well.. This is due with sometimes she just directly read out from the Power Point Presentation and the way she explain we really can't understand it as a whole.. But anyway I guess she realize it as she have some improvement on the way she taught us today as I attended her lecture.. Anyway I left the lecture during the "5 minutes" break in between the 2 hours lecture.. As for the 3rd lecture it is the Business Economics lecture which replacing Depavali holiday.. there is no problem for it but it is a problem me for today.. the time was 5.30pm to 7.30pm.. can u imagine how exhausted are we?.. As an average time, the latest class will be untill 4pm but today 7.30pm.. it was the latest class that we ever attended in our history~.. LOL.. I did something funny in the lecture hall that is I'm SHAKING my LEG and creates vibration ( I guess as Marwin voice out "Woi Stop that" ) as I was too tired because of 3 lecture and i have to squeeze all those mountains of knowledge into my limited storage media.. Well, thanks that I'm still surviving but i didn't really put myself into today's last lecture.. =.=||

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FigurinG eXtraordinary

What so extraordinary?.. Actually it is my feeling that i don't even recognize it although I'm the one that created it in my feeling house. Feeling house always spread out those wanted but unwanted feelings at the same time. Am i too ironic in this case?.. Actually nope. I'm in dilemma now as I'm unclear of the feeling towards someone who i like or love.. Dilemma set in as a factor that cause me unconsciously fall in love with her, but is it I think too much?.. I have the sense that I can be with her but if I be with her I might hurt her as well because I don't even clear of my strength to hold the relationship for the time being.. I'm suppose to be the one most understanding about of myself but, it's seems like the opposite of it.. Life suddenly became so miserable because of that feeling crushed on me without even a single reason.. What I want?.. Why I can't?.. Who is "her"?.. Is it her?.. Alright, its not only that extraordinary feeling.. There is something else.. What is it?.. Of course my future ^^.. Well recently I feel that I'm crazy of my future.. i did something extraordinary.. Know what is it?.. Hahaz.. Its that I start to study recently.. Actually its really extraordinary to me as I'm quite lazy.. xp.. okok i know you guys out there who know me "Eleh~ biasa la tu.. semua orang tahu you ni malas~".. Ah huh~.. I admit that I'm lazy, but please give me a chance to change myself.. To whom supporting me, Thank You~.. I will try my best to change my future ^^.. God Bless me please~..xD

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GooD daY~

YoOoohooo..I'm back~ Well i went to Ipoh for 2 days 1 night from Friday till today (Saturday night).. The trip wasn't bad at all.. But I'm quite troublesome to my friend (Marwin) i guess because at 1st i need to go to ATM machine to withdraw cash in order to get a hair cut due to bankruptcy. After withdraw cash, i heard from Marwin that another friend of us (Wai Hoe [Ah Feii] ) tyre burst and need help.. So Marwin rush back to Ipoh to help Ah Feii. On the way to look for Ah Feii, Marwin called another friend (Lake Hoe) to help Ah Feii call for mechanic while he rushing to the scene. Ah Feii then told us he camp at McD near the highway toll station. When we arrive Marwin ask me to accompany Ah Feii first because he need to fetch his GF to a place then come back to McD again after that. Ah Feii told me that at first he was on the way back to Kuala Kangsar and he planned to buy a toaster before back to his hometown. After he bought the toaster which cost him for RM 30++ he go to his motor and found that his tyre burst already. He was so desperate and sad because the tyre cost him another RM 18. After fixing his motor by the mechanic then Marwin suggested us to go shopping and Ah Feii agree with that suggestion too.. We head to Ipoh Jaya Jusco and have a walk there.. Once again Marwin left us because he have to go to fetch a friend to there.. Meanwhile waiting for him, Ah Feii and me went into CD shop, MPH and Popular.. I was searching for a novel title Falling Leaves by some author which I already forgotten her name.. Its actually recommended by one of my friend.. But unfortunately the novel sold out.. Later then I called my cousin to see whether he have any novel recommend to me or not and the result he have but he forgotten the name of the novel and he asked me to ask his brother.. Then i called his brother.. Finally got the name of that novel.. Its the "Life of Pi" by Yann Martel.. I guess the novel was actually quite popular as I ask the helper to search for the novel, without using the database to search, he can locate that novel on the spot.. What a good helper he is.. Thank you very much~.. Meanwhile, Ah Feii was looking for his books and end up we both bought a book.. hahaz.. Alright.. Actually it is a long story.. Lets skip it till the day i got my hair cut.. The day finally arrive, which is the reason I go to Ipoh.. Is to get my hair cut!! LOL.. Actually isn't that Kampar don't have saloon but the saloon doesn't suit my needs so i have no choice but to trouble Marwin for bringing me to the saloon he usually get his hair cut.. and finally it satisfied me.. xD.. Thanks to Marwin and the hairdresser ( Joe)..

Here are some picture of my new hair cut xD~















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[M]anagement [A]ccounting TesT

Question 1~ aiks? What is this? Ah huh~ is a question that came out from tests and exams. How terrible is this question huh? Sometimes it does kill, kill the candidates who innocently forced to sit for it in order to graduate or attain their goals that had been set in the early days. Well asusual, i got a small test today. It really tested me because i don't really know how to do it, but thanks God that i made it. I think i did corrected the part that i done wrong at the beginning before the time end. The test duration was actually 40 minutes and most people should done itwithin 30 minutes and i suppose done it within that time frame but because of that stupid tricky question, i did it wrongly for once and luckily i realized it and spotted the wrong part coincidently the time still have around 20 minutes before times up. Finally i finished the test. As usual people did, after the test sure will ask friends for their answers so that we can compare our answer with each others answer and see whats the answer that majority people answered for that question. This habit will never change hahahaz. Anyway today is just as i said in the previous entry, is a HaPpY DaYz for me ^^. Hope all my friends will have this day everyday in everywhere.

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