A Simple Diary of The day

Hi everyone. How was the Christmas festive going for this year? Enjoyed?
Anyway its ended, and I'm still awake although its already 2.15am.

Still standing man!

This kind of lifestyle started since like a week ago. Exact date will be 18 December 2008. Its kinda weird and actually suffering. Day and night turned 180 degrees to me. Well cant sleep what to do?

BLOG Ba~

and here comes my topic, "A Simple Diary of The Day"..

25 December 2008,
Cloudy,

Today I woke up at 11 a.m. Its Christmas day. Suppose to be a day that full of joy, but it turns up to be the most boring day ever. Maybe because its Christmas day thats why I got such a feeling. Today I can say that its one of my most moody day too. Got nothing to do after wake up in the morning. So decided to sms my Ex GF to confirm the time to meet up and yum cha or maybe just pass her something. Guess what, I waited for about 2 hours and I still haven't get back the reply. Then I call her to get an answer but no body answering. Keep on calling till crazy and finally I get a reply saying that she just woke up. Gosh, 1 p.m. Just wake up. Great~ and I know that the meet up going to be cancelled because its out of my plan and I suppose finish everything before 5 p.m. if going to meet up with her. Glad that its postponed to next year cause I felt lazy to go out at that time. What next is, moody comes back due to no where to go. Roaming inside friendster and chatting in msn for almost whole day. The conclusion is,

~I HAD A GREAT BORING CHRISTMAS DAY EVER~

I hope there will be a better one next year =D..

Hope is something that will make things come true~

..My previous decision was right and I will never regret for it =)..

>>EnD<<

Meaning of Wang Lee Hom-Xing Tiao lyrics

You want to argue with me, I'm not that bored.
I don't know how to apologize, I'm not that intelligent.
I desire to go back to where we began.

You are crying again, I fail to comfort you.
I'm shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), that much regret.
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.

My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve most problems.
How much tears had love made us shed?

Your eyes are brimming with beauty take away my heartbeat.
Your gentle draw me closer to take away my heartbeat.
Time has turned back to the beginning, Can you give me a moment?

I'm waiting the day when you remembered,
That happiness hovering in memories.


- ғ ℓ ε ύ ε ₪ ~ Ć

Wr@th Of FLeVen Ch@n

This would not be an entry that is recommended for everyone, or perhaps I should put on a rating for this entry as Not Suitable For Minor?.

All right, here is the case that makes me mad and I felt damn irritated by someone who always looks and sounds full of righteous and good to me but actually is not like the fact and what I thought, what I believed and what I trusted. You know, those people who always looks like the elder who giving you advice, guard you and guide you from time to time for doing what is right to do and being what is right to be.

Untill few days ago, some problem across us. What is actually happening, both of us trying to figure out and of which answer is the correct answer. Well, I was so hectic towards caring for that matter due to its importance-ness to me for someone. I’m looking for the answer with any possible way in investigating. Finally, I found the answer, which is sounder to me. I explained to that person what is it, and why this problem occurred. That person accepted but that person still wants to clarify it and I’m OKAY about it.

On the next day, “You’re wrong!. There is some hidden problem in that problem” that person said. I can’t accept what that person said, so I call and ask again but the answer is the same as what I get previous day. Soon, I tell that person again what answer I get and that person said, “No. you call again and you will get different answer.” and I replied, “its another person who serve me but the answer is same as the previous person who serve me. so what now?..” then end up that person said “I called in and another person serve me giving me another different answer and that’s irritate me so I yell at them and end up they ask me go to their centre for further inquiries.. You try call again, they sure give u different answer again.” I called in again on the next day and try to ask one more time to confirm the matter. Guess what, THAT PERSON, SET ON AN AUTHORIZATION CODE! So this is the matter most, I being irritated. Without telling me at first place and ask me to call in to ask again. What is this all mean? Funny? Jokes? Testing? Or what?! One word, “Disrespect” or another word? “Ironic”.

I hate being treated this way and this case actually is very important to me. Its not my own business anymore because I have to give answers to someone. Yet that person thought she is monopoly and don’t think that she need to inform people?.

Today (9^th of December 2008), I told her what I dislike on the day before and I off my phone cause I want to sleep and every time I nearly fall asleep the sms reach my phone. In addition, my phone almost out of battery, so I need to recharge it. So today I received the sms, guess what, that person asking me to go to the centre and ask about it. Bloody Hell. This really boast up my anger. End up I replied that person “Sorry, you ain’t monopoly anymore, because you have us the sub holders and yet you still act like monopoly. You had set up the authorization code so how I going to ask? The first question will be asked by them is NUMBERS!”

Well, that person needs to be more sensible in this case. Can sense that the trustworthiness in me is no longer there but can’t sense what is the reason and what is the problems. Perhaps that person really doesn’t realize what is not that right and what had been done is quite unacceptable by me.

Anyway, what is past is a past. Don't wanna think about it, let me pick up those fragments and keep within my heart.

..:::..EnD..:::..