HaPpY DaYz

Happy day. Today is another happy day for me. Guess what, a "person" sent me a letter which inside the letter got 2 sheet of messages. How creative is she huh~. LOL. Thanks to her for making my day another happy day in my life. I'm really blessed to have her in my life. Once again thanks to her for shinning up my life. Below are some of the photo i took from her creation which to me it is full of politeness and kindness. xD















ThanKs Postman!!















aPa ni? MalaY??LOL..















amBoi~ so polite huh~ =p















ah huh~ this is the part that surprised me..
what i mean by 2 massages in 1 letter LOL















I admire her writing..so artistic the flow~

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Hope

Recently i watched a series named "1 Liter of Tears". Have you guys heard about it before? Its kind of a popular series and it consist of 11 episode. What i can say here is that worth to watch. Why i said so? This is because the series really inspiring people about how great we are for what we have. But don't you feel that we tend to keep complaining how miserable, how sad and how retarded is our life? After watching this series, it reminds me how great am i. Everyone in this world ain't perfect but, what we should have in our heart are hope and satisfaction. We always comparing with people around us and sooner the feeling of "kiasu" (scared to lose) will exist in our heart and im sure that the people who is "kiasu" wont have a good life in many circumstances as they worried that they will lose or one day if they lose they will feel absolutely bad and by that time they will learn a precious lesson which never learn before. So we should be proud for what we have and appreciate it. Precious things wont just drop off from the sky, so while we got it, treasure it. Dear friends, please keep hope in our heart. People with hope will move forward and live better for every second in life. Think positively will be wonderful. Wish all of you have a wonderful and rainbow color life.

* GoD BleeS *

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FrienDs

FrienDs~.. what is friend to you?.. How would you describe a friend?.. Friends can be define in many ways.. It depends on how you prefer your definition to be sounds like.. I always define friends as the guardian who be with me whenever im not feeling well and when im feeling well and whenever i need them.. The care that they may spread on to me.. The love that never end.. this all what i wish for and describe the word "FrienDs" in my life.. But somehow.. It doesnt seems like what i was thinking and what i expected.. I still remember that i advise and told him ( one of my friends ) what friends are all about to me.. Guess what, i told him something that totally out from my dictionary for defining the word "FrienDs".. I told him that "friends.. friends is just somebody that came in to your life and tell you that they need somebody to rely on", "they always come and go like you are the Touch n' Go machine in the toll", "someone that will just only be with you for a short period, in other word it wont be forever".. Seems like its very true to me now.. I got the feeling of what i told my friend.. Is it true?.. What i told him?.. I was wondering how long the life span of a friendship in this world can be.. I was thinking is there any friend would say "hey my friend, whenever you feel wanna cry, cry on my shoulder, wipe away your tears with the tissue i gave, i will be with you whenever u need me..".. I'm really anxious about that.. What a friend could it be?.. When you are with them, the feeling of "FOREVER" is there.. Well i should say, treasure it guys!!.. Once you didnt treasure it, you will regret that you never treasure it when they left you once the distance of existence flew away.. They might neglect you or forget you onces you not near enough with them.. The word "FrienDs" still exist in them.. But what no longer there is the feeling.. The feeling when you with them.. The feeling changed as the distance changed.. You might have the feeling of "strangers".. You might feel that you have lost a friend.. No worries.. As time goes by, friend will always exist in our life, no matter where we are.. Good friends should be treasure, Bad friends should be throw.. God Bless to all my friends in looking for friends..

--From a friend that never forget you all--

Friend

One generation one thought

Thought of curiosity

Curiosity of safeness

Curiosity of finding friends

Quality does speak

Quality meant a lot

Heart of evil heart of devil

Heart of angel heart of friend

Never think how devils are created

Don’t think why devils are evil

Angel does exist

Angel does speak

Friends of this life

A gift from God

Good friends come

I appreciate them

--Fleven Chan

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Musics

Hey im back once again. Its been another one day i didnt post anything here. So i decided to update this blog again. This time the title is "Musics". So what "Musics" to all ladies and gentleman out there? To me is something that enhance emotions and feelings. Different musics have different feelings it gives. Lets give an example here. Today i was not that good. Quite moody actually but thanks to musics. It help me to eliminate those moody stuff. Thats the reason behind this entry actually hehehe. Besides that musics does give me the strength to keep moving forward. Many times when i was stuck up the things im going to do is switch on my laptop and start up the Window Media Player to get the musics that i always want =). Thanks to the creator of musics =D.

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Another Day

Hmm is been a day i didn't put on any entry here. Its not i don't wish to but just time doesn't allow me to do so. Yesterday was quite busy actually. Busy of? LOL surfing around in the Wide and Big world which i always wish to look for something new. Life is just.. i don't know~ perhaps I'm a seeker in my life. The one who seek for knowledge, acknowledgment, achievements and so on. Today is just another day in my life. As usual~ classes, foods, and study. Today i got a feeling that bothering me half of my day. Seems the feeling of Kia-Su (K-S)(afraid to lose) is hunting me. I just don't hope to have that feeling but its just maybe because of my poor and sucks result and that feeling burning in my soul. I just hope to be an ordinary guy out there that happy always and be an optimistic thinker so that i can help myself as well as my friends too when they get lost in their life. It seems like I'm a failure somehow. I cant even help myself now. Anyway, this is how life carries its name. Life full of challenge no matter in what condition. To me as a human being i would choose to think in an optimistic way. Did i fail myself today? No matter what happen, what shit comes, i should be ready to face it with the choice that i had chosen, that is to be optimistic thinker. I hope the feeling will flow away in no time.

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Blog Addicted?

oH obviously, i guess im ADDICTED to BLOGGING @_@||. Never have this feeling before. Perhaps its still fresh like the chicken shit (chinese people said "sam fun zhong yit dou" or "sun si hang" and malay says "hangat-hangat tahi ayam". Well according to the explanation from my teacher, she said the shit of the chicken is hot when it still fresh, so dont smell it to test it whether its fresh or not, but~ dont touch it either coz its so disgusting!! dont touch me if u touched it yuckks!! ngek ngek. so what can we do? USE THERMOMETER la buddy!..LOL..what a cold joke,,^_^||). Lets continue. Today i did wrote an entry about my 1st day after Raya break. During Tamadun Islam and Asia (opps is Tamadun Islam dan Asia hehe) class, guess what, the lecturer talking in front and~ of course not talking cause im a GOOD STUDENT man! ngek ngek. So what i did was take out a piece of paper where im not jotting down notes but i randomly sketched ermm..sorry i dont even know what is it..hahaha which not in my plan before sketching it. At the end of the class i found out that the creation i made was~~DAMN NICE maybe because im the ARTIST? wakakaka. self praise a bit~ ngek ngek ~ dont be jealous~ because im really artistic leh =p.

*sorry guys due to tiredness i exaggerated praised myself and getting crazy soon, so as the action im going to take is to SHUT DOWN myself~ yeap for the seek of peace and my own good =) good night everyone~*

buzzz jigggzzzz buzzz *Saving Data* *Shutting Down Fleven* *Good Bye*

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Class After Raya Break

Wotz.. I'm going to write my 2nd entry. wakakaka. This entry is going to tell you about my class for today. As a whole, today class not bad. At lease i know what i did and what the lecturers lecturing, Yeah~ =p. Everything has pros and cons right? I just mentioned about the pros how about cons? Yup the cons is that today HAVE EXTRA CLASS!! Is a replacement class i should say. Replace for Raya break i guess or maybe for week 5 because the lecturer is not going to appear in college for one week due to some work she need to done. Aiks, Who Cares~ i just know that WEEK 5 DON'T HAVE TO GO FOR HER CLASS!! HOORAYYYYY !!oppS~. SoRRy =s hehe just A BIT excited. jajajajajajaja~. But think back today~ HaiH~~ 6Pm - 8Pm ~~. HaiHz~. Let it be then~ =(

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BacK to The Old DaYs (Feeling)

Hello to all the readers. Today is my 1st day officially write an entry for my very own blog. Although its not anything to be glad of or serious about but i love to share my story with people out there. Recently i has the feeling that i cant link myself to people around me. perhaps my shyness sick is back. i really dont hope it happen on me again. Not only that, i feel like i been isolated from the people out there as well. locking or living in our own world isnt good at all, but now i have the feeling that i will back to my own world once again. life is getting tougher day by day or slightly better, year by year? The process of stepping into adult life isn't an easy work when there is less achievements in life. In my life i feel im really lack of achievements, perhaps due to my stupidness or some other reason that always drag me away from what i wish for. To be or not to be, thats a question. The question that i dont even know which i suppose to choose. I always have a feeling towards NOT TO BE that answer and every time i choose it i became a failure for myself. Regretful feeling always come to me for no reason. i just hate myself sometimes but God told me that im great and dont hate myself. LOL God? God oh God. Why am i always mentioning about You in my life? I didnt even get to You officially but.. Why? Am i all on my own? or You helping secretly? Every time i face difficulty in life there is always a sign of getting better. Is that You? Now my feeling absolutely unspeakable.

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2nd Step In

2nd step?
does it sounds weird? by right it should be 1st step. alright i have reason behind it. I don't think anyone know that i do have a blog at here before but it doesn't matter because IM GOING TO HAVE A NEW ONE right NOW =D. well as u can see, this is my 1st entry. xD

Why?
why am i here again?
actually its because recently i found that im too bored meanwhile seems like everyone have a blog so why not me? =)

What a blog to me?
to me,

1. as a way to share my story
2. to complain when there are no one for me to yell at
3. when i have something to share i will post it here =D

Biography?
oh ya let me intro something about myself .

NaMe: FleVeN cHan W.L
aGe: 20 yeaRs olD (2007)
FriEndSter: smile_view_22@hotmail.com
msn: smile_view_87@hotmail.com

besiDes That iM ~

100% Boy, 55% matUre, 45% iMaTure

100% loVe mUsiCs

100% LiKe pi@no ( aLtHouGh i dOn't know hOW tO pLay Pi@no.. buT i StiLL LiKe It..=p )

100% lOvE mY oNLy SiStEr

99% SiNgLe ( The aNother 1% iS rEserVe For a BeSt Pen PaL/Net FrIEnd/BeSt FrIend n SHe is JaCquELaiNe WoNg )

100% LoVe mY PaReNts ( buT thEy aRe VerY WeiRd sOmeTime wHat TheY diD n The WaY tHey CommUnicaTe.. LoLxx )

Just because Im naive,
Doesn't mean I will fall into your sweet words,
Doesn't mean I will cry for nothing,
And doesnt mean Im trick able,

Just because Im Chinese,
Doesnt mean Im good in Chinese languages,
Doesnt mean Im a pork lover,
And doesnt mean I have a fair skin,

Just because Im 20 years old,
Doesnt mean Im mature,
Doesnt mean Im occupied,
And doesnt mean Im childish,

Just because Im single,
Doesnt mean I will jealous against couple,
Doesnt mean I will hunt for partner like a wolf,
And Doesnt mean I will simply choose a partner,
Just because Im FleVeN cHan.

Who Am I?

I am
Son of a husband and wife
Grandmothers grandson
Brother to a little sister
Student of TARC

I am
a boy
a chatter
a friend

I am
average tall
spectacled

I am
me

--FleVeN cHan

LooK FamiLiar?
yea you are right. its actually from my profile in friendster, but i dont think much people will realize this because i think people will never give attention to the "About me" section and i guess it is because,

1. too long?
2. boring~
3. who cares~

alright i guess im satisfied with my 1st post.
i will be back when i feel i have something to post.
chill everyone.
have a nice day =)