Hi everyone. How was the Christmas festive going for this year? Enjoyed? Anyway its ended, and I'm still awake although its already 2.15am.
Stillstandingman! This kind of lifestyle started since like a week ago. Exact date will be 18 December 2008. Its kinda weird and actually suffering. Day and night turned 180 degrees to me. Well cant sleep what to do?
BLOG Ba~ and here comes my topic, "A Simple Diary of The Day"..
25 December 2008, Cloudy,
Today I woke up at 11 a.m. Its Christmas day. Suppose to be a day that full of joy, but it turns up to be the most boring day ever. Maybe because its Christmas day thats why I got such a feeling. Today I can say that its one of my most moody day too. Got nothing to do after wake up in the morning. So decided to sms my Ex GF to confirm the time to meet up and yum cha or maybe just pass her something. Guess what, I waited for about 2 hours and I still haven't get back the reply. Then I call her to get an answer but no body answering. Keep on calling till crazy and finally I get a reply saying that she just woke up. Gosh, 1 p.m. Just wake up. Great~ and I know that the meet up going to be cancelled because its out of my plan and I suppose finish everything before 5 p.m. if going to meet up with her. Glad that its postponed to next year cause I felt lazy to go out at that time. What next is, moody comes back due to no where to go. Roaming inside friendster and chatting in msn for almost whole day. The conclusion is,
~I HADAGREATBORINGCHRISTMASDAYEVER~
I hope there will be a better one next year =D..
Hope is something that will make things come true~
..My previous decision was right and I will never regret for it =)..
You want to argue with me, I'm not that bored. I don't know how to apologize, I'm not that intelligent. I desire to go back to where we began.
You are crying again, I fail to comfort you. I'm shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), that much regret. Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on. My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve most problems. How much tears had love made us shed?
Your eyes are brimming with beauty take away my heartbeat. Your gentle draw me closer to take away my heartbeat. Time has turned back to the beginning, Can you give me a moment? I'm waiting the day when you remembered, That happiness hovering in memories.
This would not be an entry that is recommended for everyone, or perhaps I should put on a ratingfor this entry asNot Suitable For Minor?.
All right, here is the case that makes me mad and I felt damn irritated by someone who always looks and sounds full of righteous and good to me but actually is not like the fact and what I thought, what I believed and what I trusted. You know, those people who always looks like the elder who giving you advice, guard you and guide you from time to time for doing what is right to do and being what is right to be.
Untill few days ago, some problem across us. What is actually happening, both of us trying to figure out and of which answer is the correct answer. Well, I was so hectic towards caring for that matter due to its importance-ness to me for someone. I’m looking for the answer with any possible way in investigating. Finally, I found the answer, which is sounder to me. I explained to that person what is it, and why this problem occurred. That person accepted but that person still wants to clarify it and I’mOKAYabout it.
On the next day, “You’re wrong!. There is some hidden problem in that problem” that person said. I can’t accept what that person said, so I call and ask again but the answer is the same as what I get previous day. Soon, I tell that person again what answer I get and that person said, “No. you call again and you will get different answer.” and I replied, “its another person who serve me but the answer is same as the previous person who serve me. so what now?..” then end up that person said “I called in and another person serve me giving me another different answer and that’s irritate me so I yell at them and end up they ask me go to their centre for further inquiries.. You try call again, they sure give u different answer again.” I called in again on the next day and try to ask one more time to confirm the matter. Guess what,THAT PERSON, SET ON AN AUTHORIZATION CODE!So this is the matter most, I being irritated. Without telling me at first place and ask me to call in to ask again. What is this all mean? Funny? Jokes? Testing? Or what?! One word,“Disrespect” or another word? “Ironic”.
I hate being treated this way and this case actually is very important to me. Its not my own business anymore because I have to give answers to someone. Yet that person thought she is monopoly and don’t think that she need to inform people?.
Today(9th of December 2008), I told her what I dislike on the day before and I off my phone cause I want to sleep and every time I nearly fall asleep the sms reach my phone. In addition, my phone almost out of battery, so I need to recharge it. So today I received the sms, guess what, that person asking me to go to the centre and ask about it. Bloody Hell. This really boast up my anger. End up I replied that person “Sorry, you ain’t monopoly anymore, because you have us the sub holders and yet you still act like monopoly. You had set up the authorization code so how I going to ask? The first question will be asked by them is NUMBERS!”
Well, that person needs to be more sensible in this case. Can sense that the trustworthiness in me is no longer there but can’t sense what is the reason and what is the problems. Perhaps that person really doesn’t realize what is not that right and what had been done is quite unacceptable by me.
Anyway, what is past is a past. Don't wanna think about it, let me pick up those fragments and keep within my heart.
Hey guys/girls..I just back from PV (Pavilion)..RAYMOND LAM IS HERE TODAY (24/10/2008)..i went to see him..one word to describe him.."GORGEOUS!"..well, not much actor/singer with such a HANDSOME looking head with NICE voice and also GOOD in acting skill..what else I can say?..just simply likes him..he looks much better than in posters and dramas..guess what, the worst part is my phone not HIGH TECH enough to capture his pictures and record his promo performances with good quality from such distance..anyway I believe there are loads of chances in the future..KeEp iT uP RaYmOnD LaM FuNg..=D..
Hey readers..thanks for visiting from time to time..currently this blog will be freeze for sometime..this is mostly because i don't have the time and also the mood..,F.Y.I, I'm working now and most of my time was drawn away by my working's time..well, during weekends I prefer to watch drama that I missed during weekdays and take care of my lil sis..its 12 am now..what else i can say but to say "IM SLEEPY~~!!"..oH Jesus..I better go to bed now..Good Night guys/girls..
You talk to me You speak with me Don't sink before you rise baby Don't fade away You hesitate You seem to wait For all the time we had Feels like a world away Who's to say, we'll be ok We will make it through the night Don't wanna wake up in this state I just want us both to smile Cause we're the same And i know that we'll never change Look i bought your favourite ice cream I dont wanna see it melt away If you walk out now I don't know if we're gonna be the same Baby just talk with me Cause i want you to stay here with me The memories The things we did I locked inside my heart Where i know i won't forget And now, whos to say, well be ok We will make it through the night Dont wanna wake up in this state I just want us both to smile Cause were the same And I know that we'll never change look I bought your favorite ice cream I dont want to see it melts away If you walk out now I dont know if we could be the same Baby just talk with me Cause I want you to stay here with me Iwantyoutostayherewithme
I was once ago being hurt deeply, through time, I forget and forgive. Somehow, it phantasmic me..I couldn't move forward like before..until I met her..she simply dazzled me..I found a glimpse of light that shined through me exquisitely..my existence was signified by her..she is the one that I can always lay myself on when ever I'm happy, sad, enjoyed or any other occasions that I get through in my life..she is my BuGGy, my Bitch, my Girl, my Partner, and my Everything that I would never ever wanted to let go..she shared my life and held my smile, laughter, joy and pleasure or even something out of my expectations..she is special in any angle of my view..I Love Her as She Love Me Eternally..
Changing changing and its still changing..I found out that I keep on changing no matter in emotions or environment..the question is change to the good or the bad..I can tell its both..yep, good and bad at the same time..there is a person worn me as I'm changing from time to time because I'm 21yo..lets identify the good and the bad changes..
The Bad
1. Bad/hot temper
2. Stuck up sometimes
3. Hard to say sorry
4. Getting Ugly
The Good
1. A lil matured
Oh no..the bad more than the good..what can I do?..need some professional or semi-professional or ordinary advice..
LOL..unexpected i making the 3rd entry for today..what an incident..haha..just as the title stated, this entry is specially dedicated for my dear who currently at New York and departing to India on 4th July 2008..this time she going to leave for one month, or i should say a lil more than a month..=S..gonna miss her "hate you" which she always says to me..=D..yesterday she asked me to call her at 10am her time, but when I called her at 9.30am her time which is 11.30pm over here she had boarded..what else I can do other than "okie..call you again later.."..then hang up the phone..but after that until now I still cant get her..perhaps she forget to bring her phone out or some other reasons..there is nothing more I can do but to miss her..hope she is safe and enjoy all the time..take care my dear..I will be here waiting for you..
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