A Sparkling Blessed Day

Yesterday (13/11/2010) which had just became another history of my earthly days. What I did today was totally awesome? I should not say it is a happy day, cause I was not that happy but it is a pleasant Saturday where I served and blessed the house of Lord.

Being a servant of the Lord is nothing to be shame/sad/tired/embarrass of because the Lord I bless and the Lord that I love which blessing me and loving me unconditionally is worth of my worship, praise, bless and love. Indeed, I serve with the willing heart which is compactly filled with joy. While, in the end, what I got is all my worries being lifted away and an idea on how to deal with my worries. Praise the LORD! xD

Today's preaching was amazingly inspiring by Rev. Koshy. Its about what the Lord spoken to me last week as I posted in FB:


"Being a christian is not about how knowledgeable you are in Christianity, instead, it is all about how much you bless other people."


Today is another "top-up" on the phrase that I had received from the Lord through the Holy Spirits that dwelt in me. So, what today's preaching is all about basically is on using the blessings that God had blessed us to bless other people who need it. Our heavenly Father is a Father that against all the selfishness and against all the works of the evil ones.


Talking about selfishness, how many of us, human nations, the creation of God can do it without hesitations? I would say, its not much. Only those people who are closely connected, worshiping Lord in heaven persistently and praising the Lord for all the great blessings they had experienced in their life, actually could do it.

What about those who were not really connected to Him? 

What about those who not really worshiping Him?

and

What about those eyes which were not opened by Him yet?

What I think I they could do is, pray for guidance and enlightenment to light up the light bulb on their rusty mind.


May God be with us and lead us in our spiritual journeys.


God Bless..


--John Fleven Chan

Well, at least i try with ALL MY HEART..

Well, what I can say now is that I BEING BLOCKED for being TOO OVERLY wanted AN ACQUAINTANCE to BE  MY FRIEND~..i knew it that im not qualified to be even her ordinary friend after the 1st time i deleted her from my facebook..

Reasons i could think of:

1. Being TOO OVER TRANSPARENT on my feeling towards her

2. I SCARED HER OFF

3. IM TOOOOOOO ANNOYING~

4. IM NOTHING BUT JUST A SUPER ORDINARY GUY who DON'T KNOW ANYTHING BOUT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS~..

I TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD! but I THINK TOO MUCH..i THOUGHT its OKAY if I'M a SUPER ORDINARY GUY with a PLEASANT HEART..this proven, IM WRONG~ TOTALLY WRONG..

I never blame you as i know that you have your choice to be friend with me or not..what i can say is, sorry for annoyed you all this while for being TOOOOOO MUCH..

All i wanted to say, THANK YOU for allowing me to be your friend for awhile previously before i deleted you from my list.

And I wish ALL THE BEST TO YOU~..GOOD BYE~ ^_^

- John Fleven Chan -

Testimony for God

After finish exam, posting is what I see now on the tab of the page. What am I gonna post? I got lot of stuff wanna post in here, somehow I don't really know where to start. Its a typical me that wanna blog but don't know where to start.

ORIGIN OF THE STORY
Nawwwww lets start with some sharing bout my exam period. During this year 2 semester 1 of Advanced Diploma in Business Studies (Accounting) I felt the stress. Out of nowhere those stress just strike me like a lightning bolt. OucH! Perhaps its the steps of closer to graduation day. In my study life, I used to be "taking for granted" most of the time.



THE PAST OF ME
I used to think, "Well, study! Boring is the word best described. Aih, Daddy want me to study then I study lor~ What to do?.." and there after I started to take things simple and sometimes don't even giving it my best. I'm totally unmotivated at that time. I've been mentioning with quite amount of "that time", when was it? It was since Diploma. I still remember during my Diploma, when exam come, I have no fear bout it, I have no worries bout it and I  have no feeling bout it. Every sittings just passed like no meaning at all. It became like none of my business while I'm taking business course.


PRAYERS MOVE THE SOUL OF MINE
But, nowadays, I'm not sure whether I had grown up or I became abnormal, I felt the momentum of stress and worries over every subjects I took for this semester's exam. I began to study like I never used to be. I got quite good marks for my courseworks out of sudden and things just gone smoothly. Praise God for answered most of my prayers. His blessings and strengths motivated me all the times. Thanks God for being faithful to me. <3


HE HEALS AND HE PREVENT AS WELL AS STRENGTHEN ME 
During the exams the stress sometimes over took me and I being controlled by it. It led me to the path of giving up. I prayed to God and ask for His help by drawing away those stress and I began to have faith in Him after praying. I trust Him that He will never give up on me although I always work things which inconsistent of His words. Doubtlessly, He lifted me up and saved me from the word of "giving up", He lifted away that words and replaced with "motivation". When I get bored and tired of revising, He hold me and strengthen up my mind until I'm done with what i need to revise. Surprisingly, neither I fall sick nor pimples keep on popping out like stars in the sky. Most of the time when I felt the stress of studies and burning the midnight oil, Pimples definitely will pop out even I apply acne control gel or liquid on my face. That was one of the blessings I got from Him. <3(1st Miracle)



HE PROVIDE AND PREPARE ME
Besides that, He prepared everything for me. When I'm not well prepared for the papers, he provided me a set of mind that able to absorb all the important topics with specific sub topics. Those less important sub topics I tend to ignore it. Guess what, THOSE PAPERS CAME OUT ALL THE THINGS THAT I REVISED AND REMEMBERED. Those sub topics which I gave up is not coming out! He really there for me. Thanks Father in Heaven. <3 (2nd Miracle)


Things just so amazingly happens in my life through the acceptance and have faith in Him, Jesus my God my Savior and my Lord who love me lead me and faithful to me. The only LIVING God that always proving me His existence, I trust and faithful to. Blessed be the name of my Lord that walk together with me along my long and bumpy journey. <3

Return of The Long Lost Feeling

A ‘Warm and friendly’ Warning:

This will be an ‘alphabets flooded’ entry comprise of my recent feelings.

Classification: Emotional

The long lost feeling apparently returned to my heart, it moved me back to this place again.

The theme of this entry simply inspired by the song “Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi” by LeeHom, Wang LeeHom. LeeHom is a singer who distinct from some singer out there which earns solely by appearance, but LeeHom earns by talent, voice and inspiration as well as his appearance. No matter how long he missing in his field, he still got my attention when I heard people out there talking about his new song, new album or even the changes of his appearance. He is the singer that I like most among others. However, this doesn’t imply that I’m one of his fanatic, crazy or mad fans. I’m not obsessed to any artist/singer/idol in this land of the Creator. =)

Recently there is a person who always distracting me. Well, not physically distracting me, but mentally distracting me. I never knew that I could be this sad, down and unmotivated just because she did not give me attentions. I also never thought of this would happen again in my life after the previous girl who I loved. The reason why I never expected such situation will occur is because I do not want to fall in love with anyone til I completed my current chapter of my life. I had enough of sin that would indirectly hurt a girl. I don’t wanna be a malevolent guy anymore and I don’t wanna hurt anyone. “Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi” voiced out my hard and sad feeling towards my previous lover. I would not if I could is all I can say. I’m sorry but im happy as she got her Mr. Right. Crossed my heart and I say its truly from the bottom of  my heart.

When ever I hurt someone the pain will definitely reflect back to me. When I scold people who I care I will tears, when I wanna wallop someone who I care, I will subconsciously stop my actions when I almost hit on them. While I love that person I would not want to hurt them although sometimes I did hurt them for goodness sake and God knows why.

And now, I officially declare that I having a crush on a girl. This girl giving a feeling that she could change my life if she wants. For sure, it’s for goodness sake again. Although sometimes people said “when you are in love, you would accidentally do something that is wrong for love sake ” but I also can tell you “sometime our intuition would help to remind us who we are and where we stand ”. In every situation I swear I would want to be her Mr. Right.

As I always wondering, waiting, stalking and gazing at her facebook profile just because I need her attention to make my life lighten up once again. Every single small thing she did, she got my attention for sure. I don’t know why, it’s the love on first sight that cause me fell in love with her. I don’t wish for more, but a piece of her care/attention would keep me alive. I wonder when will be the right time for me to confess. When will she open up a window for me to look into her heart?

Nobody knows..

Starbucks @ Sg Wang (Random)

Percy Jackson The Lightning Thief..

That is the movie I watched just now together with my fellow classmates. At 1st, my classmate's cousin said its not a good movie (boring was the theme for the movie quoted by that cousin) but after watching it, EVERYONE OF US said, NOT BAD! PRETTY INTERESTING. hahaha..

After the movie, 5 of us went to Lot10 underground food court. We did enjoy the food over there. Somehow, I didn't take any photographs as you all know I don't usually take photographs of the food before I devour it. Its just not my habit~ =|. Perhaps should try to have such a habit next time. HAHAHA..


Soon after our lunch, went to buy sandal for my classmate because her sandal "open mouth". LOL!!!

Next, what else? SHOPPING LAH~.."Window Shopping Gang" is the name of us..we don't plan to get anything as today don't have the mood of shopaholic. We went in 2 boutiques, the girls go roaming in the boutiques while me and another male friend sat on the sofa..hahaha..how delightful it is when you walked a long way and your legs are soaring..v(^oo^)v..


Later after we have no where else to head to, they decided to go home, so now I'm alone in starbucks with my lappy. Love you Lappy, for accompany me..=|..sounds like an insane brat..=.=


Alright, 1.5 hours more till the time going Pavilion for gathering. Till here I stop.




Have a nice day dear friends ( ^^only friends will have this blog address..as display in MSN ^^ )

The Begining Of Semester Break

WheeeEEeeeEEeee

Yay~ Finally the semester break that I waited for so long is here. I bet everyone of us who is still a student will crave for a break after a long period of studies (eg. 3 months?) with those assignments, tests, and examinations. 

Today is my 1st free day since yesterday after my last paper which I mentioned in the previous post as how much it tortured me. Well, what next is :

Q: Hey how is your last paper?

A: Glad that i didn't give up on the night before the paper. Credits to my friend who supported me and tell me "Don't Give Up~ Jia You~ Last paper mah, Dont give up~ No Give Up~". I took those words and work against my ill-will. Thank You!

In the end, I manage to finish all the questions, although a small part of those question I can't answer. What made me feel glad is that I finished the questions earlier than I can imagine. WooooHoooo XDDD

After exam I helped dad to courier his client name cards to Bkt Merah. What next will be meeting up with Ms Low my dear friend who back from Melbourne for so long and this is only the 1st day she able to come out just because of her busy schedule (trips and appointments). We had a great time that day (at least I feel so).

During the meet up, she and me watched The Spy Next Door with the tagline "Spying is easy, Babysitting is hard". What I would like to say bout the movie is "hilarious"!! It gave me a feeling of classic James Bond movie + classic Pink Panter xD.

Here is the plot of the movie. 

Former CIA spy Bob Ho (Jacky Chan) takes on his toughest assignment to date: looking after his girlfriend's three kids, who haven't exactly warmed to their mom's beau. And when one of the youngsters accidentally downloads a top-secret formula, Bob's longtime nemesis, a Russian terrorist, pays a visit to the family.

Source: (www.imdb.com)

This movie acted by:

Jackie Chan as Bob Ho, A Chinese Spy who also babysit Farren, Ian and Nora.

Amber Valletta as Gillian, Bob's lover later Wife.

Madeline Carroll as Farren, The Oldest Children who Hates Bob.

 

Will Shadley as Ian, The Middle Children who was the Target of the School Bullies and Have a Crush on Many Girls.

Alina Foley as Nora, The Youngest Children who was Naughty and Girly.

Ian and Nora in the movie spiced up the movie and makes it hilarious. I like the 3 jokers (Bob, Ian and Nora). This movie is worth to watch in cinema but if watch in DVD is not bad either.I rate this movie 8/10.

P/S: Don't watch Legion in cinema. A warning from my friends. =))

 

The Most Torturing Subject Ever

I don't know why I have this feeling, feel so tortured. Maybe its because of formulas? As for people who know me well, knew that I HATE FORMULAS! Formulas killing me, eg.:

Dividend Growth = D0(1+g)/r-g = D1/r-g

WACC = WdRd(1-T)+WpRp+WcRs

SML/CAPM = rf+B(rm-rf)

NPV , PV, FV, PMT, etc etc etc...


I HATE THOSE THINGS!

The good thing is, it gonna end tomorrow.
My Ordinary + Peaceful + Happy life shall be restored by tomorrow.

Back to hell now..
T_T

I GONNA KILL U,  ABMF4134 CORPORATE FINANCE!!!!

A Fantastic Day Out With Fiza

Fiza? Who is this girl? She is one of my best friend. I knew her for a few years, but i hardly can remember the actual time. So just leave it to her, if she remember~ xD Besides, she is my only malay girl friend I have after my secondary school friend which is not as close as she is. So I always appreciate our friendship no matter when. ^^

Lets start our day out story.

Day    : Friday
Date   : 18th of December 2009

Time   : 11.45am

Venue : Midvalley + The Garden

It was a good day. We planned to go for a movie, lunch and shopping since a month ago, or even 2 months ago. We hardly got a right date for hang out due to our schedule and timing. Either 1 of us is not available but normally the 1 who is not free most of the time is our Ms. Fiza "Hut". HAHA!

Before the day, we have to decide which movie we should watch. Since I have too much movies haven't watched yet, so I request Fiza to decide for it. She gave me 2 choices.

1. Zombie Land
2. Ninja Assasin

Since there is a lot of people said Ninja Assasin is nice, so I chosen Ninja Assasin, but when I check the movie time for the day, Ninja Assasin left only 1 session which is 3.30pm. Its kinda late in my opinion, so I switched to Zombie Land which is a lil earlier, 1.30pm show. Finally I done with the booking and paid for the ticket online.

On the day, Fiza sms me and said that "Why not we watch Avatar.." LOL! I'm sorry to say "Its Too Late Fiza~" I had booked the ticket ^^ may be next time? DVD Session or download from internet? x) we had our lunch 1st before the movie. We went to Subway for lunch.

During lunch time, we brought up a few topics especially bout friends around us. We faced some similar situation which related to our friend's weird attitude that always rise to the roof and killing our brain cells. This is bad! Somehow, its a long story so I decided not to talk bout it anymore and it always make me mad when talk bout the RIDICULOUS + RETARDED + GOOFY case. When ever I thought of it, I feel sucks and wanna fling those vulgar words out from my mouth. Ekhem hem~ excuse me for my ill-mannered expression due to my burst out feeling.

Right after our lunch time, we headed to the cinema with our Famous Amos Cookies. I bought Choco Chips with Macadamia Nuts cookies and Fiza get a soft cookies.

Zombie land! woohoo~ Both of us enjoyed our movie. Its not bad for a comedy. If people who expecting to see movie with story line, I can say that this is not the right movie, but if want to have a laugh and catch a mild petrify feeling with some gross scene, then this is the right movie.

Here is the extract of the introduction from Wiki :

Zombieland is a 2009 American zombie comedy directed by Ruben Fleischer from a screenplay written by Rhett Reese and Paul Wernick.

The film stars Woody Harrelson, Jesse Eisenberg, Emma Stone, and Abigail Breslin as survivors of a zombie apocalypse. Together they take an extended road trip in an attempt to find a sanctuary free from zombies, following a set of "rules" designed to keep them alive where others have failed, all the while trying to "enjoy the little things" and killing zombies in a variety of creative ways.

The film received positive critical reviews and was a commercial success: it grossed more than $60.8 million in 17 days, surpassing the Dawn of the Dead remake to become the top-grossing zombie film in history.

After the movie, the time is around 3 something, so I ask Fiza to bring me to The Garden for a walk. It was my 1st time after so long it existed beside Midvalley. The impression that The Garden gave me is simply Nice. We walked almost every floors in The Garden. Went in some shops and only Springfield I invested into for the day. They are having sales up to 70%! What am I waiting for?! Grab 1 back! My 1st try was the Pink Long Sleeve T Shirt in M size. Its nice on me in my opinion. Some how in the end I didnt not buy it due to fear of "too big for me~!" this statement since no more S size. What else other than leaving the shop. After a round in The Garden, I feel like "OMG! I MUST GRAB 1 BACK NO MATTER HOW!" and returned to the shop. Finally I didn't walk out from the shop with an empty hand. AHHAHAA! So excited!

Q: Why am I on earth so desperate for Springfield?

A: Hehehe, I'm poor till cant afford Springfield's menswear without sales. I always walked in for
    window shopping only. =(

1st Attempt

At the end of the day I feel glad to have Fiza shop with me @ The Garden. Thank You Fiza~. When is our next outing again?! SPRINGFIELD! LOL!

Note: For the 2nd Attempt which is the shirt i bout in the end of the day, will upload soon after I took a pic of it ^^

A Short Random Summary

Hello, this is gonna be a short and lite entry. Since it is short and lite, I will just share some short story of my chapter for the past few weeks.

Where should I start? 
Hmm.........

Okay, here it goes~

1) Friend's Birthday

Since month of October onwards, I had celebrated a few friends birthday. I'm sorry cause I couldn't recall who's birthday celebration it was. I just remember that I did celebrate Janice, Yeelin, Marwin and etc etc. Those celebrations were not bad but I know I did spent a lot for the past few months which is for friends and also for my own hang out with classmates.

2)PC Fair @ KLCC

I still remember the hangout with my fellow classmates. It was about 2 weeks ago? Not really sure when was it. But what makes me remember this day was, I bought a headphone with mic yet I did not shop at PC Fair! LOL. Credits to Hui Nie for getting me 1 cheap but not bad as in quality of the headphone. That day I was a lil late for joining them at KLCC due to breakfast session with my mom. When I reached there, they already like, halfway? Or I should say its almost end for shopping session at PC Fair. This resulted in joining them for lunch. HAHA. After that we all went to TimeSquare for next shopping session. Really shop till the max for that day. We visited about every single shop and they keep on billing for goods! Is this what girls likes to do when shopping comes in? =O. 

For photos click here.

Alright, feeling sleepy, so I think is better for me to go to bed cox will be having 8am class tomorrow ^^. 

~Good Night~ 

~ EnD ~

Blog Addicted?

Hey, guess what, i found this post was in my post list and it's status was "draft". LOL! Back to this story, I found that I'm a little humorous that time. This humorousness in fact a little retarded, but somehow I like it as I like myself xD. OKaY~, lets enjoy my HUMOROUS entry. YeeeHaaa~


oH obviously, i guess im ADDICTED to BLOGGING @_@||. Never have this feeling before. Perhaps its still fresh like the chicken shit (chinese people said "sam fun zhong yit dou" or "sun si hang" and malay says "hangat-hangat tahi ayam". Well according to the explanation from my teacher, she said the shit of the chicken is hot when it still fresh, so dont smell it to test it whether its fresh or not, but~ dont touch it either coz its so disgusting!! dont touch me if u touched it yuckks!! ngek ngek. so what can we do? USE THERMOMETER la buddy!..LOL..what a cold joke,,^_^||). Lets continue. Today i did wrote an entry about my 1st day after Raya break. During Tamadun Islam and Asia (opps is Tamadun Islam dan Asia hehe) class, guess what, the lecturer talking in front and~ of course not talking cause im a GOOD STUDENT man! ngek ngek. So what i did was take out a paper where im not jotting down notes but i randomly sketched ermm..sorry i dont even know what is it..hahaha which not in my plan before sketching it. At the end of the class i found out that the creation i made was~~DAMN NICE maybe because im the ARTIST? wakakaka. self praise a bit~ ngek ngek ~ dont be jealous~ because im really artistic leh =p. *sorry guys due to tiredness i exaggerated praised myself and getting crazy soon, so as the action im going to take is to SHUT DOWN myself~ yeap for the seek of peace and my own good =) good night everyone~*

buzzz jigggzzzz buzzz *Saving Data* *Shutting Down Fleven* *Good Bye*

..:::..EnD..:::..


~HaVe a Nic3 Day~

To Keep It Alive

Today's entry is going to be short and simple. Its just an entry that keep my blog looks a lil alive. Recently there is nothing much for me to share except the previous entry which is about my so called,

"Sweet Dream"

Today's activities:

• Attended a Light Speed Lecture (Corporate Finance)

The lecture for today is really fast and summarized due to the numbers of slides needed to be covered up (85 slides in 2 hours time).

• A hangout with YeeLin and HuiNie at Jusco (Wangsa Maju)

Accompany them to "restock in" their fridge at Jusco

• A dinner at McD

The dinner was pleasant and a few topics were brought up during dinner time (especially the ice-cream with fries..hahaha).

After all, I can conclude that today was a simple yet enjoyable day.


More entries coming up as soon as I'm free =)

By: FleveN ChaN

A Sweet and Blissful Dream

Updates: 

Its been about half a month or even a month (I didn't count =S) I didn't post any entries here. So as an apology, I renovated my blog template again ^^. This time I feel more satisfy with this template compare to the previous template due to the layout. Between, if you did came here half year ago, you will notice that I had changed my song section too. Previously I put on an Ipod which  playing Darrek Ho's song with his MV together and now I changed to Yiruma's song. What do you guys think? (=

The Story Of A War With Malicious Troops

WARNING!

the story below might have

a little aspect of retarded to

some reader. Please be noted

and read at your own risk.

Everything begin around 8p.m of 17 Oct 2009. It is a war between Fleven Chan and Torjan troops. Once the war declared, frankly said, I really panicked and shocked as well because AVG pop out says that my territory being invaded by Torjan and AVG can't kill them. I tried to do system restoration but it doesn't works. By doing system restoration I used about an hour. For the first attempt, I failed to open the system recovery window all because of the Torjan troops. It invaded application file which cause me unable to open system restoration window. With the spirit of war, I never give up and I use AVG to scan through my laptop but it doesn't help at all! Oh my God! What should I do? After awhile, I decided to restart my laptop and see whether I can get in to the System Restoration window. Finally on the 3rd attempt, I successfully open it up simply by ignoring the warning window where I did not press "Ok" button when the System Restoration window pop up. Nevertheless, it don't have any better than before. When the spirit of war drains away, I decided to take the last step which is my ultimate weapon, "The Operating System CD" which can "Kamikaze" with the enemy!! Finally peaceful restored and the victory still belongs to FLEVEN CHAN and he lives happily ever after!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

~ The End ~

Credits:
Special thanks to Wai Hoe for the CD. (^.^)

Update With Random Entry

Its been 2 days i didn't post up any entry yet I have a lot of topics wanna share in here. So I decided to post in something this early in the morning.

First of all I would like to apologize for the disappointment of people who visited this blog. I have a lil deviation from my renovation plan. Mainly due to studies and drama as well as the suitable blogskin still haven't turn up. I want a natural yet tranquilizing blogskin. So I need a lil longer time to get it right.

One Of The sHot FrOm mY PlaCe

Secondly, is about UNBEARABLE with some one. I officially want to make some complains about Indians in Genting Kelang (GK) area on celebrating Depavali. I am provoked. Dont you all need to sleep? Wasting your money yet disturbing other people who really need a good sleep. Look at the time, you guys really damn bloody rich til burning your money for almost 2 hours and in this 2 hours do you know that you are actually non-stop sound poluting and air poluting the environment around GK area. Im sorry and please excuse me for my rudeness. I really "BEH TA HAN LEH WEI~".

Thirdly, I wanted to praise the Indians in GK area for a good taste on burning their money cause those fireworks really nice in my opinion, but seriously, can it be not so exaggerated til like today. Your compromise will be much appreciated. Thank you.

Fourthly, finally my result for previous semester released. I was extremely sad at first because im blaming like a big looser always make excuses. Actually I, myself was the one who suppose to held responsible for my result and should know the consequences of not preparing well for the exam. Somehow, thanks to my friend who try to comfort me for my extreme sadness especially Yeansia and Wai Hoe. Yeansia understands how I feel and Wai Hoe telling me to be positive and learn from mistakes.

"A failure is not to be a failure but to be a fella who does not bow to failure"

Finally, peacefulness is here. I can have my precious sleep now and tomorrow will be a better day for me.

P/S: to all my fellow friends, do no give up because of failing papers. Let treat it as a lesson that reminds us to do our best and seek for better changes and succeed in the future. (^^)v

The Begining

To keep defrosting my blog, I will post up an entry everyday to make it looks active although not much people visit this blog due to inactive previously. No worries, I believe this blog will be active again very soon.

The steps for overhauling this blog:

Step 1

To find a suitable blogskin for my blog

Step 2

Change the layout of my blog

Step 3

Update author's biography (that is me =D)

Step 4

Giving a new name to this blog xD

Step 5

A stimulating activation for this blog

Step 6

invitations will be send out to all my friends =)


( The Manager of Entering Fantasy )

Ongoing A Renovation

To: Anyone who visited this blog.


Entering Fantasy this blog will be ongoing an intense renovation. How far will this blog being renovated, I will let you know soon. Any suggestions or ideas, please do not hesitate to share with me and I will be more than happy to accept any opinion from you...


From: The Manager Of
Entering Fantasy

A Simple Diary of The day

Hi everyone. How was the Christmas festive going for this year? Enjoyed?
Anyway its ended, and I'm still awake although its already 2.15am.

Still standing man!

This kind of lifestyle started since like a week ago. Exact date will be 18 December 2008. Its kinda weird and actually suffering. Day and night turned 180 degrees to me. Well cant sleep what to do?

BLOG Ba~

and here comes my topic, "A Simple Diary of The Day"..

25 December 2008,
Cloudy,

Today I woke up at 11 a.m. Its Christmas day. Suppose to be a day that full of joy, but it turns up to be the most boring day ever. Maybe because its Christmas day thats why I got such a feeling. Today I can say that its one of my most moody day too. Got nothing to do after wake up in the morning. So decided to sms my Ex GF to confirm the time to meet up and yum cha or maybe just pass her something. Guess what, I waited for about 2 hours and I still haven't get back the reply. Then I call her to get an answer but no body answering. Keep on calling till crazy and finally I get a reply saying that she just woke up. Gosh, 1 p.m. Just wake up. Great~ and I know that the meet up going to be cancelled because its out of my plan and I suppose finish everything before 5 p.m. if going to meet up with her. Glad that its postponed to next year cause I felt lazy to go out at that time. What next is, moody comes back due to no where to go. Roaming inside friendster and chatting in msn for almost whole day. The conclusion is,

~I HAD A GREAT BORING CHRISTMAS DAY EVER~

I hope there will be a better one next year =D..

Hope is something that will make things come true~

..My previous decision was right and I will never regret for it =)..

>>EnD<<

Meaning of Wang Lee Hom-Xing Tiao lyrics

You want to argue with me, I'm not that bored.
I don't know how to apologize, I'm not that intelligent.
I desire to go back to where we began.

You are crying again, I fail to comfort you.
I'm shaking my head again (disapproving of my actions), that much regret.
Loves progression makes it already hard to turn back, but Im unable to move on.

My body still wont leave because of what is currently in my chest. Two hearts can solve most problems.
How much tears had love made us shed?

Your eyes are brimming with beauty take away my heartbeat.
Your gentle draw me closer to take away my heartbeat.
Time has turned back to the beginning, Can you give me a moment?

I'm waiting the day when you remembered,
That happiness hovering in memories.


- ғ ℓ ε ύ ε ₪ ~ Ć

Wr@th Of FLeVen Ch@n

This would not be an entry that is recommended for everyone, or perhaps I should put on a rating for this entry as Not Suitable For Minor?.

All right, here is the case that makes me mad and I felt damn irritated by someone who always looks and sounds full of righteous and good to me but actually is not like the fact and what I thought, what I believed and what I trusted. You know, those people who always looks like the elder who giving you advice, guard you and guide you from time to time for doing what is right to do and being what is right to be.

Untill few days ago, some problem across us. What is actually happening, both of us trying to figure out and of which answer is the correct answer. Well, I was so hectic towards caring for that matter due to its importance-ness to me for someone. I’m looking for the answer with any possible way in investigating. Finally, I found the answer, which is sounder to me. I explained to that person what is it, and why this problem occurred. That person accepted but that person still wants to clarify it and I’m OKAY about it.

On the next day, “You’re wrong!. There is some hidden problem in that problem” that person said. I can’t accept what that person said, so I call and ask again but the answer is the same as what I get previous day. Soon, I tell that person again what answer I get and that person said, “No. you call again and you will get different answer.” and I replied, “its another person who serve me but the answer is same as the previous person who serve me. so what now?..” then end up that person said “I called in and another person serve me giving me another different answer and that’s irritate me so I yell at them and end up they ask me go to their centre for further inquiries.. You try call again, they sure give u different answer again.” I called in again on the next day and try to ask one more time to confirm the matter. Guess what, THAT PERSON, SET ON AN AUTHORIZATION CODE! So this is the matter most, I being irritated. Without telling me at first place and ask me to call in to ask again. What is this all mean? Funny? Jokes? Testing? Or what?! One word, “Disrespect” or another word? “Ironic”.

I hate being treated this way and this case actually is very important to me. Its not my own business anymore because I have to give answers to someone. Yet that person thought she is monopoly and don’t think that she need to inform people?.

Today (9^th of December 2008), I told her what I dislike on the day before and I off my phone cause I want to sleep and every time I nearly fall asleep the sms reach my phone. In addition, my phone almost out of battery, so I need to recharge it. So today I received the sms, guess what, that person asking me to go to the centre and ask about it. Bloody Hell. This really boast up my anger. End up I replied that person “Sorry, you ain’t monopoly anymore, because you have us the sub holders and yet you still act like monopoly. You had set up the authorization code so how I going to ask? The first question will be asked by them is NUMBERS!”

Well, that person needs to be more sensible in this case. Can sense that the trustworthiness in me is no longer there but can’t sense what is the reason and what is the problems. Perhaps that person really doesn’t realize what is not that right and what had been done is quite unacceptable by me.

Anyway, what is past is a past. Don't wanna think about it, let me pick up those fragments and keep within my heart.

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RayMonD LaM FunG & AnnOunCeMeNt

Hey guys/girls..I just back from PV (Pavilion)..RAYMOND LAM IS HERE TODAY (24/10/2008)..i went to see him..one word to describe him.."GORGEOUS!"..well, not much actor/singer with such a HANDSOME looking head with NICE voice and also GOOD in acting skill..what else I can say?..just simply likes him..he looks much better than in posters and dramas..guess what, the worst part is my phone not HIGH TECH enough to capture his pictures and record his promo performances with good quality from such distance..anyway I believe there are loads of chances in the future..KeEp iT uP RaYmOnD LaM FuNg..=D..

Hey readers..thanks for visiting from time to time..currently this blog will be freeze for sometime..this is mostly because i don't have the time and also the mood..,F.Y.I, I'm working now and most of my time was drawn away by my working's time..well, during weekends I prefer to watch drama that I missed during weekdays and take care of my lil sis..its 12 am now..what else i can say but to say "IM SLEEPY~~!!"..oH Jesus..I better go to bed now..Good Night guys/girls..

'GG' ~ I wiLL bE BaCK ~ 'GG'

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