A Sparkling Blessed Day

Yesterday (13/11/2010) which had just became another history of my earthly days. What I did today was totally awesome? I should not say it is a happy day, cause I was not that happy but it is a pleasant Saturday where I served and blessed the house of Lord.

Being a servant of the Lord is nothing to be shame/sad/tired/embarrass of because the Lord I bless and the Lord that I love which blessing me and loving me unconditionally is worth of my worship, praise, bless and love. Indeed, I serve with the willing heart which is compactly filled with joy. While, in the end, what I got is all my worries being lifted away and an idea on how to deal with my worries. Praise the LORD! xD

Today's preaching was amazingly inspiring by Rev. Koshy. Its about what the Lord spoken to me last week as I posted in FB:


"Being a christian is not about how knowledgeable you are in Christianity, instead, it is all about how much you bless other people."


Today is another "top-up" on the phrase that I had received from the Lord through the Holy Spirits that dwelt in me. So, what today's preaching is all about basically is on using the blessings that God had blessed us to bless other people who need it. Our heavenly Father is a Father that against all the selfishness and against all the works of the evil ones.


Talking about selfishness, how many of us, human nations, the creation of God can do it without hesitations? I would say, its not much. Only those people who are closely connected, worshiping Lord in heaven persistently and praising the Lord for all the great blessings they had experienced in their life, actually could do it.

What about those who were not really connected to Him? 

What about those who not really worshiping Him?

and

What about those eyes which were not opened by Him yet?

What I think I they could do is, pray for guidance and enlightenment to light up the light bulb on their rusty mind.


May God be with us and lead us in our spiritual journeys.


God Bless..


--John Fleven Chan

Well, at least i try with ALL MY HEART..

Well, what I can say now is that I BEING BLOCKED for being TOO OVERLY wanted AN ACQUAINTANCE to BE  MY FRIEND~..i knew it that im not qualified to be even her ordinary friend after the 1st time i deleted her from my facebook..

Reasons i could think of:

1. Being TOO OVER TRANSPARENT on my feeling towards her

2. I SCARED HER OFF

3. IM TOOOOOOO ANNOYING~

4. IM NOTHING BUT JUST A SUPER ORDINARY GUY who DON'T KNOW ANYTHING BOUT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS~..

I TOTALLY UNDERSTOOD! but I THINK TOO MUCH..i THOUGHT its OKAY if I'M a SUPER ORDINARY GUY with a PLEASANT HEART..this proven, IM WRONG~ TOTALLY WRONG..

I never blame you as i know that you have your choice to be friend with me or not..what i can say is, sorry for annoyed you all this while for being TOOOOOO MUCH..

All i wanted to say, THANK YOU for allowing me to be your friend for awhile previously before i deleted you from my list.

And I wish ALL THE BEST TO YOU~..GOOD BYE~ ^_^

- John Fleven Chan -

Testimony for God

After finish exam, posting is what I see now on the tab of the page. What am I gonna post? I got lot of stuff wanna post in here, somehow I don't really know where to start. Its a typical me that wanna blog but don't know where to start.

ORIGIN OF THE STORY
Nawwwww lets start with some sharing bout my exam period. During this year 2 semester 1 of Advanced Diploma in Business Studies (Accounting) I felt the stress. Out of nowhere those stress just strike me like a lightning bolt. OucH! Perhaps its the steps of closer to graduation day. In my study life, I used to be "taking for granted" most of the time.



THE PAST OF ME
I used to think, "Well, study! Boring is the word best described. Aih, Daddy want me to study then I study lor~ What to do?.." and there after I started to take things simple and sometimes don't even giving it my best. I'm totally unmotivated at that time. I've been mentioning with quite amount of "that time", when was it? It was since Diploma. I still remember during my Diploma, when exam come, I have no fear bout it, I have no worries bout it and I  have no feeling bout it. Every sittings just passed like no meaning at all. It became like none of my business while I'm taking business course.


PRAYERS MOVE THE SOUL OF MINE
But, nowadays, I'm not sure whether I had grown up or I became abnormal, I felt the momentum of stress and worries over every subjects I took for this semester's exam. I began to study like I never used to be. I got quite good marks for my courseworks out of sudden and things just gone smoothly. Praise God for answered most of my prayers. His blessings and strengths motivated me all the times. Thanks God for being faithful to me. <3


HE HEALS AND HE PREVENT AS WELL AS STRENGTHEN ME 
During the exams the stress sometimes over took me and I being controlled by it. It led me to the path of giving up. I prayed to God and ask for His help by drawing away those stress and I began to have faith in Him after praying. I trust Him that He will never give up on me although I always work things which inconsistent of His words. Doubtlessly, He lifted me up and saved me from the word of "giving up", He lifted away that words and replaced with "motivation". When I get bored and tired of revising, He hold me and strengthen up my mind until I'm done with what i need to revise. Surprisingly, neither I fall sick nor pimples keep on popping out like stars in the sky. Most of the time when I felt the stress of studies and burning the midnight oil, Pimples definitely will pop out even I apply acne control gel or liquid on my face. That was one of the blessings I got from Him. <3(1st Miracle)



HE PROVIDE AND PREPARE ME
Besides that, He prepared everything for me. When I'm not well prepared for the papers, he provided me a set of mind that able to absorb all the important topics with specific sub topics. Those less important sub topics I tend to ignore it. Guess what, THOSE PAPERS CAME OUT ALL THE THINGS THAT I REVISED AND REMEMBERED. Those sub topics which I gave up is not coming out! He really there for me. Thanks Father in Heaven. <3 (2nd Miracle)


Things just so amazingly happens in my life through the acceptance and have faith in Him, Jesus my God my Savior and my Lord who love me lead me and faithful to me. The only LIVING God that always proving me His existence, I trust and faithful to. Blessed be the name of my Lord that walk together with me along my long and bumpy journey. <3

Return of The Long Lost Feeling

A ‘Warm and friendly’ Warning:

This will be an ‘alphabets flooded’ entry comprise of my recent feelings.

Classification: Emotional

The long lost feeling apparently returned to my heart, it moved me back to this place again.

The theme of this entry simply inspired by the song “Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi” by LeeHom, Wang LeeHom. LeeHom is a singer who distinct from some singer out there which earns solely by appearance, but LeeHom earns by talent, voice and inspiration as well as his appearance. No matter how long he missing in his field, he still got my attention when I heard people out there talking about his new song, new album or even the changes of his appearance. He is the singer that I like most among others. However, this doesn’t imply that I’m one of his fanatic, crazy or mad fans. I’m not obsessed to any artist/singer/idol in this land of the Creator. =)

Recently there is a person who always distracting me. Well, not physically distracting me, but mentally distracting me. I never knew that I could be this sad, down and unmotivated just because she did not give me attentions. I also never thought of this would happen again in my life after the previous girl who I loved. The reason why I never expected such situation will occur is because I do not want to fall in love with anyone til I completed my current chapter of my life. I had enough of sin that would indirectly hurt a girl. I don’t wanna be a malevolent guy anymore and I don’t wanna hurt anyone. “Ni Bu Zhi Dao De Shi” voiced out my hard and sad feeling towards my previous lover. I would not if I could is all I can say. I’m sorry but im happy as she got her Mr. Right. Crossed my heart and I say its truly from the bottom of  my heart.

When ever I hurt someone the pain will definitely reflect back to me. When I scold people who I care I will tears, when I wanna wallop someone who I care, I will subconsciously stop my actions when I almost hit on them. While I love that person I would not want to hurt them although sometimes I did hurt them for goodness sake and God knows why.

And now, I officially declare that I having a crush on a girl. This girl giving a feeling that she could change my life if she wants. For sure, it’s for goodness sake again. Although sometimes people said “when you are in love, you would accidentally do something that is wrong for love sake ” but I also can tell you “sometime our intuition would help to remind us who we are and where we stand ”. In every situation I swear I would want to be her Mr. Right.

As I always wondering, waiting, stalking and gazing at her facebook profile just because I need her attention to make my life lighten up once again. Every single small thing she did, she got my attention for sure. I don’t know why, it’s the love on first sight that cause me fell in love with her. I don’t wish for more, but a piece of her care/attention would keep me alive. I wonder when will be the right time for me to confess. When will she open up a window for me to look into her heart?

Nobody knows..

Starbucks @ Sg Wang (Random)

Percy Jackson The Lightning Thief..

That is the movie I watched just now together with my fellow classmates. At 1st, my classmate's cousin said its not a good movie (boring was the theme for the movie quoted by that cousin) but after watching it, EVERYONE OF US said, NOT BAD! PRETTY INTERESTING. hahaha..

After the movie, 5 of us went to Lot10 underground food court. We did enjoy the food over there. Somehow, I didn't take any photographs as you all know I don't usually take photographs of the food before I devour it. Its just not my habit~ =|. Perhaps should try to have such a habit next time. HAHAHA..


Soon after our lunch, went to buy sandal for my classmate because her sandal "open mouth". LOL!!!

Next, what else? SHOPPING LAH~.."Window Shopping Gang" is the name of us..we don't plan to get anything as today don't have the mood of shopaholic. We went in 2 boutiques, the girls go roaming in the boutiques while me and another male friend sat on the sofa..hahaha..how delightful it is when you walked a long way and your legs are soaring..v(^oo^)v..


Later after we have no where else to head to, they decided to go home, so now I'm alone in starbucks with my lappy. Love you Lappy, for accompany me..=|..sounds like an insane brat..=.=


Alright, 1.5 hours more till the time going Pavilion for gathering. Till here I stop.




Have a nice day dear friends ( ^^only friends will have this blog address..as display in MSN ^^ )

The Begining Of Semester Break

WheeeEEeeeEEeee

Yay~ Finally the semester break that I waited for so long is here. I bet everyone of us who is still a student will crave for a break after a long period of studies (eg. 3 months?) with those assignments, tests, and examinations. 

Today is my 1st free day since yesterday after my last paper which I mentioned in the previous post as how much it tortured me. Well, what next is :

Q: Hey how is your last paper?

A: Glad that i didn't give up on the night before the paper. Credits to my friend who supported me and tell me "Don't Give Up~ Jia You~ Last paper mah, Dont give up~ No Give Up~". I took those words and work against my ill-will. Thank You!

In the end, I manage to finish all the questions, although a small part of those question I can't answer. What made me feel glad is that I finished the questions earlier than I can imagine. WooooHoooo XDDD

After exam I helped dad to courier his client name cards to Bkt Merah. What next will be meeting up with Ms Low my dear friend who back from Melbourne for so long and this is only the 1st day she able to come out just because of her busy schedule (trips and appointments). We had a great time that day (at least I feel so).

During the meet up, she and me watched The Spy Next Door with the tagline "Spying is easy, Babysitting is hard". What I would like to say bout the movie is "hilarious"!! It gave me a feeling of classic James Bond movie + classic Pink Panter xD.

Here is the plot of the movie. 

Former CIA spy Bob Ho (Jacky Chan) takes on his toughest assignment to date: looking after his girlfriend's three kids, who haven't exactly warmed to their mom's beau. And when one of the youngsters accidentally downloads a top-secret formula, Bob's longtime nemesis, a Russian terrorist, pays a visit to the family.

Source: (www.imdb.com)

This movie acted by:

Jackie Chan as Bob Ho, A Chinese Spy who also babysit Farren, Ian and Nora.

Amber Valletta as Gillian, Bob's lover later Wife.

Madeline Carroll as Farren, The Oldest Children who Hates Bob.

 

Will Shadley as Ian, The Middle Children who was the Target of the School Bullies and Have a Crush on Many Girls.

Alina Foley as Nora, The Youngest Children who was Naughty and Girly.

Ian and Nora in the movie spiced up the movie and makes it hilarious. I like the 3 jokers (Bob, Ian and Nora). This movie is worth to watch in cinema but if watch in DVD is not bad either.I rate this movie 8/10.

P/S: Don't watch Legion in cinema. A warning from my friends. =))

 

The Most Torturing Subject Ever

I don't know why I have this feeling, feel so tortured. Maybe its because of formulas? As for people who know me well, knew that I HATE FORMULAS! Formulas killing me, eg.:

Dividend Growth = D0(1+g)/r-g = D1/r-g

WACC = WdRd(1-T)+WpRp+WcRs

SML/CAPM = rf+B(rm-rf)

NPV , PV, FV, PMT, etc etc etc...


I HATE THOSE THINGS!

The good thing is, it gonna end tomorrow.
My Ordinary + Peaceful + Happy life shall be restored by tomorrow.

Back to hell now..
T_T

I GONNA KILL U,  ABMF4134 CORPORATE FINANCE!!!!

A Fantastic Day Out With Fiza

Fiza? Who is this girl? She is one of my best friend. I knew her for a few years, but i hardly can remember the actual time. So just leave it to her, if she remember~ xD Besides, she is my only malay girl friend I have after my secondary school friend which is not as close as she is. So I always appreciate our friendship no matter when. ^^

Lets start our day out story.

Day    : Friday
Date   : 18th of December 2009

Time   : 11.45am

Venue : Midvalley + The Garden

It was a good day. We planned to go for a movie, lunch and shopping since a month ago, or even 2 months ago. We hardly got a right date for hang out due to our schedule and timing. Either 1 of us is not available but normally the 1 who is not free most of the time is our Ms. Fiza "Hut". HAHA!

Before the day, we have to decide which movie we should watch. Since I have too much movies haven't watched yet, so I request Fiza to decide for it. She gave me 2 choices.

1. Zombie Land
2. Ninja Assasin

Since there is a lot of people said Ninja Assasin is nice, so I chosen Ninja Assasin, but when I check the movie time for the day, Ninja Assasin left only 1 session which is 3.30pm. Its kinda late in my opinion, so I switched to Zombie Land which is a lil earlier, 1.30pm show. Finally I done with the booking and paid for the ticket online.

On the day, Fiza sms me and said that "Why not we watch Avatar.." LOL! I'm sorry to say "Its Too Late Fiza~" I had booked the ticket ^^ may be next time? DVD Session or download from internet? x) we had our lunch 1st before the movie. We went to Subway for lunch.

During lunch time, we brought up a few topics especially bout friends around us. We faced some similar situation which related to our friend's weird attitude that always rise to the roof and killing our brain cells. This is bad! Somehow, its a long story so I decided not to talk bout it anymore and it always make me mad when talk bout the RIDICULOUS + RETARDED + GOOFY case. When ever I thought of it, I feel sucks and wanna fling those vulgar words out from my mouth. Ekhem hem~ excuse me for my ill-mannered expression due to my burst out feeling.

Right after our lunch time, we headed to the cinema with our Famous Amos Cookies. I bought Choco Chips with Macadamia Nuts cookies and Fiza get a soft cookies.

Zombie land! woohoo~ Both of us enjoyed our movie. Its not bad for a comedy. If people who expecting to see movie with story line, I can say that this is not the right movie, but if want to have a laugh and catch a mild petrify feeling with some gross scene, then this is the right movie.

Here is the extract of the introduction from Wiki :

Zombieland is a 2009 American zombie comedy directed by Ruben Fleischer from a screenplay written by Rhett Reese and Paul Wernick.

The film stars Woody Harrelson, Jesse Eisenberg, Emma Stone, and Abigail Breslin as survivors of a zombie apocalypse. Together they take an extended road trip in an attempt to find a sanctuary free from zombies, following a set of "rules" designed to keep them alive where others have failed, all the while trying to "enjoy the little things" and killing zombies in a variety of creative ways.

The film received positive critical reviews and was a commercial success: it grossed more than $60.8 million in 17 days, surpassing the Dawn of the Dead remake to become the top-grossing zombie film in history.

After the movie, the time is around 3 something, so I ask Fiza to bring me to The Garden for a walk. It was my 1st time after so long it existed beside Midvalley. The impression that The Garden gave me is simply Nice. We walked almost every floors in The Garden. Went in some shops and only Springfield I invested into for the day. They are having sales up to 70%! What am I waiting for?! Grab 1 back! My 1st try was the Pink Long Sleeve T Shirt in M size. Its nice on me in my opinion. Some how in the end I didnt not buy it due to fear of "too big for me~!" this statement since no more S size. What else other than leaving the shop. After a round in The Garden, I feel like "OMG! I MUST GRAB 1 BACK NO MATTER HOW!" and returned to the shop. Finally I didn't walk out from the shop with an empty hand. AHHAHAA! So excited!

Q: Why am I on earth so desperate for Springfield?

A: Hehehe, I'm poor till cant afford Springfield's menswear without sales. I always walked in for
    window shopping only. =(

1st Attempt

At the end of the day I feel glad to have Fiza shop with me @ The Garden. Thank You Fiza~. When is our next outing again?! SPRINGFIELD! LOL!

Note: For the 2nd Attempt which is the shirt i bout in the end of the day, will upload soon after I took a pic of it ^^